I know it's wasteful, silly, and you may not agree

 We have VERY few options to get a new handicapped accessible home at all (easily or not) for us to move to . I keep racking my brain on smaller and more obscure towns in Washington we could move to, hoping houses will be cheaper. I am not seeing too much that would work, and certainly not much we can afford.

I have a plan that's silly: I want to go buy every lotto ticket I can find that looks promising and pray I win. I know it's wasteful, silly, and you may not agree, but with just one retirement check and a few art projects of mine etc to sell there aren't options for us to afford to move. If you have any pull up in heaven Dad would you please use it and help us win the lotto? I don't want nor need to be wealthy. I'll buy a house and furnish it, and then give the rest away. I'd help Jodie and Colleen, Sandi and Eric (and yes Dee too, regardless she is my sis). Just please...if you have any pull in heaven help us move. Please dad.

I love you and miss you.

I don't know why I believe you can read this, but I do.